new year, old self

notice all the grumpy faces? yes i'm feeling damn grumpy now. roar. hah. okay so now is like CHINESE NEW YEAR OMFGGONGXIFACAIHONGBAONALAIHUATAR. yup didn't see that coming. okay so now i'm feeling downright lost and pathetic. man, i still remember at this point of time exactly a year ago, i just created a private blog.. whatthefang.blogspot.com.. which is closed already, consisting of all my damned feelings and all. hah time passed real fast.. okay so basically life is pretty boring now that carol's away.. and the rest of the peeps are either busy or have others to accompany.. let's see.. so i'm basically left with.. MYSELF. yeah coolness man. go here go there also ALONE. but hey, i ain't complaining, being alone rocks k, nobody can like complain about how slow you eat, how messy you get, how fat you are, how long you take to try on your clothes, how your obsession over pink stuff is just bimbotic or whatever fuck. okay actually nobody does but hey, i'm consoling myself. and yeah you can like totally ignore this fucking post because i myself don't know what i am doing i'd just like to rant every fucking thing out. and i'm sure none of you actually read every damn word i type right? yeah guess so. it's like everyone says they care for me and whatever shit, but hey why am i alone here crying at this hour? alamak, i don't know leh? haha.. contradicting man. argh.. okay.. so like what am i going to do now.. hmmm it's 3.36 am now.. so around like 8 hours later a flock of gods and goddesses of fortune will come to my house and make me rich.. and what am i going to do with all the money i collect, you ask? oh simple. i would buy a fucking better life. what? not for sale? oh man. life suck, real bad. and what else can worsen this damn new year, is that a number of people is unable to celebrate it with me. my bro, dawn, carol and yashi. whatthehell. by now you're probably disgusted in how pessimistic i am about life and how i'm here whining and complaining and not doing anything about it. yeah i'm disgusted with myself too. haha. what the hell right? i know man. hah. all i can do is sit down watch tv and eat bakwa. what a loser.

ok just ignore all the rubbish i just typed. at least i feel a teeny weeny bit better. no, i'm lying. hahahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahha.

gongxifuckcai.