kind of useless

seems like the plan of treating my laptop by myself has backfired. i asked for Windows Business Vista from the guy at the ELP hopefully to "reformat" my com myself although i have no clue of how to do so, and he responded : " oh, you need to have the recovery disc to get all your drivers first. " to think i'm an IT student in the IT side of the school in a room full of computers mainly for IT students asking an IT guy a stupid IT question. kind of useless am I? okay, strike out the kind of. even if i do reformat my computer (which is kind of magical) i have to reinstall my Adobe Web Premium for school that i misplaced the disc.. so any of you MIT students who by chance only installed once and find no use of the disc already and is kind enough to lend me your disc for the second installation? actually i already know the results in asking for help either via blogging or my personal message : nobody responds. haha but just trying my luck anyways. luckily for me my brother has to go for army so i can use his desktop. which reminds me, he'll be back tomorrow! oh my god.. back to nua-ing... no msn or blogging for awhile. not that i talk to people at msn. or in any case that people actually talk to me. (eh no lor i got reply) great. so many things to do.. so little motivation to do so.

and i have to go to Ikea and get myself a carpet to furnish my ideal "nua-ing" corner beside my windows. and a float i could lie down on the pool. and a table lamp so that i can finally make use of my study table after more than three years instead of just creating an illusion that i do my work there.

a friend was saying that i'm behaving the same as the similar crucial period exactly one semester ago, except i was addicted to computer games then and now i'm occupied with.. doing nothing. which she claims is far worse of. really meh?

better blog more before i have no chance to do so. although it seems lately all i've been blogging about is whiney little posts, complaining about how distraught my life is. no wonder nobody came to tag at all. instead of other bloggers who possessed pictures of their happy lives enjoying themselves going out, partying, even to the expense of getting tipsy. while me on the other hand elaborates about how i laze about at home. contrast. i've lost my ability to blog. not that i have one to start with. perhaps i shall stop blogging all in all and do what i do best - nothing.