SF- Siu Fang. or for now, Short Fringe
save us me.
please?
met my gorgeous darlin' today for dinner. far east as usual... she surprised(not quite 'cos she somehow leaked what the present was) me with my belated present! one of a kind baby! i love it like $#@!
awesome at its purest awesomeness
it's a custom made bag, like from scratch, she said she got the cloth, strings, found pictures online, place them all together and went to have it made! the awesome part is, the picture on the top left is currently my msn display which is on for quite long, probably one of my favourite pictures of brandon, (though i got a whole album of them haha) and also my account's background in my brother's desktop, she didn't know i like the picture or any of its significance but she thought i'd love it because of the middle finger. haha well, i LOVEEEEEEEEEEE IT man! telepathy at its very best, yes?
thank you my love, for the last time bloody hell tag la.
caught up with eachother and stuff, i hope we could meet more often... went to HMV and got myself a vcd to watch and nua, and Razorlight's self-titled album. awesome stuff. got surprised by a special guest later that night, AHDEIK ! whom i never seen for quite a long time. found out something simillar about our so called current... er how shall i put it... motivation? haha -_- accompanied him to have dinner and went home.
Daddy came back from Beijing already, and to my surprise, he got me gifts! The Killer's Day & Age! i was kinda shocked that he knew the name of the band. he responded " of course i know la!" haha, and a couple of bangles, knowing that i do wear them. little stuff like that, happy. :)
ok that's all for the "daily blogging" part
now for "confessions of a fat & short girl". advised not to read only to related people/person :
First of all, i'd like to say thanks for everything, from stupid requests, to things that might even be impossible, you helped me, get what i wanted, whenever i wanted. i'm very grateful for that, and i hope you won't take me as i'm making use of you. honestly i have no intentions whatsoever, infact i didn't really asked you favours, you kindly helped me yourself.
You mentioned how your friends think that i'm not worth it countlessly, i mean, you can say it once, but for a few times? is it that necessary to enphasize how worthless i am to your help or maybe care, eventhough you claim otherwise? pretty ironic if you ask me.
one thing about you is you don't really know what you want, or maybe that's just my thinking. one moment you'd say this, the next you do that. pretty infruiating. sometimes i wonder why i get quite affected by it, knowing you do that just to spite me for whatever childish reasons.
what i told you just now was just a qoute from my blog song, but you have to respond with something stupid like " ya i know i suck thanks for reminding me" like what the hell? which part of my fucking sentence said that you do?
and just because of that, you would 'retaliate' with some childish comments, you may claim i'm being sensitive or whatever but i've had enough, of your nonsense. i'm really glad to know you and thankful for whatever you've done. but for now, i think it's best we'd not talk anymore.
you don't even know what you fucking want for god's sake.
one moment this, another moment that.
think about it.
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