yes... have so called "unlocked" my blog. locked it due to some random "emoness" as they call it, due to certain unfortunate happenings. well all i can say is that what's done been done, all i can do is sit there and think how big a fool i was, willing to lose all that's dear, important and essential to me for this bloody pixelated game. well for now i'm proud to say that i've officially quit this game, and is hoping to focus on studying, after the superduper low GPA i attained, and oooohboy, am i darn lucky... 4 blank papers and i made it for the next semester... no more fooling around this time. Come to think of it, i really wish i could have the ability to turn back time, so that i would never play this game at all in the first place. i played back maple during the one week break, 'cos i had nothing else to do, and my friends are all busy with their own lives and all. who knows i started playing back for real and got hooked on to it like the past. started neglecting things one by one. from classmates to studies to important semestral exams. yes, through this game i've made several friends; but i lost quite a few; important and dear. during a period of time, i made maple my priority, in my mindset, it's the only thing i've got. because its the only thing i can turn to right after school, after a period of time that i felt lonely.everytime i daydream, ill start to realise how much i've missed out on, the bond and friendship i have with certain people, all 'cos of my foolishness. well i guess it's a little too late to realise.
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