time to say goodbye

totally sad right now. many things. but who cares?
okay so yesterday i woke up, get prepared and all, and made my way to city hall, to meet my mum. and i thought, since i was on the way and i thought i was early, why not visit mer at funan since i missed her so much and did not get to see her for like weeks.

yes i managed to find her working and i was delighted to see her, and she gave me 20% off for the ice cream! haha. chatted with her awhile and i left to meet my mom as she is already waiting for me at the station.

dined at NYNY and ate this freakass loooooooooong pervertic looking sausage. during the meal i was emotionally disturbed and kept using the napkins to wipe my eyes. sighs.

and yes, my beloved niece is leaving today. i will so totally miss her. (fact: she's of the same age as me but she's my niece as she is my father's elder sister's grandaughter. so considered as niece right???)

the present i bought for her.. a stuffed husky from BUILD-A-BEAR workshop at suntec city. she has a husky at home but as she's leaving sg she has to find a new owner for him as the family would be too busy to take care of it. so i find this gift very much appropriate. the staff there made me do stilly stuff like placing a small red hard between my hands and shaking it to the left and to the right, then rub it on my goddamn chest, make a wish and kiss it. wtf.

and we get to dress up the husky, i love that place. AND THERE'S HELLO KITTY THERE. wanted to make one for myself but my mother disapprove. I WANT I WANT I WANT. ha. ok

and my mom is like super cute la. when we were choosing the clothes, one staff came up to us and assist us in which kind of clothes suits the husky. so she brought out a tee shirt, and a boxer shorts( so cute! boxers for stuff toys!) then my mom was like looking somewhere else and took out a sweater and said "eh! buy this la! down there cold what!!" super funny la! like the toy could feel like that! haha buy the sweater for the husky to prevent it from catching a cold. right. but eventully we still bought it. haha.

mother carrying the gift.

terminal one

a bag i bought

this book which is supposed to help me become a more confident person. something i really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really need.