A cow birthday special

Mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Happy *swearword*ing birthday merlamesa goh shu hui! Song bo, 17 liao? May all your wishes come true (doubt you have any because your life is close to perfect already) and stay beautiful okay. your the most beautiful in all of our eyes :) got touched upon receiving your reply to my birthday message.

gonna meet you later on. hope you love the present i got you!

what the hell?

okay. it's been awhile since i blogged (properly). but this post is yet another medium i use to express whatever crap i'm feeling and such. ok so first thing's first. i'm here to query: is there a new trend practised by you people called

"deleting/blocking Siu Fang from Msn, Friendster and wherever places wherever possible because she is dirtying/stinking up my msn/friendster/handphone contact list and she's just a damn bitch and i'd rather have some random bangla's contact than hers."

&yes, it seems i have tonnes of misunderstanding with many people these few days. whenever i have misunderstandings with certain people, i am being gradually removed from their lives. Why is this so? perhaps it's beacause

(1)i'm not worthy to be in their lives

(2)i'm the reason their lives are screwed

(3)i'm always being a bigass bitch and always say/do the wrong things at the wrong time

(4)i don't have monthly pms- but daily pms.

so yes. now that i've seen it all it's probably too late to realise how big a bitch i can be. so go ahead people, it's not too late, if you finished reading this post and by now your saying to yourself: "yeah, she's right, she is a bitch." then go ahead, delete/ block me from msn or wherever.

hahaha

dakota

Thinking ‘bout thinking of you
So much I think it’s June.
Yeah, think it was June.
Lay about hang on the grass,
You gonna be having some laughs,
Yeah, having some laughs.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.

Drinking by drinking for two,
Drinking with you, when drinking was new.
Slipping in the back of my car,
We never went far, you took it far.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.

I don’t know where we are going now.
I don’t know where we are going now.

Wake up cold coffee and juice,
Remembering you, what happened to you?
I wonder if we’ll meet again?
Talk about life’s little spin, talk about why did it end.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.

I don’t know where we are going now.
I don’t know where we are going now.

So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
Take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.
Now.

2 words = life sucks

sweet jesus. just what did i do to deserve this. as if i ain't unlucky enough to lead this awful life, i have to start today with a very very very very very times infinity embarassing moment. crap i tell you. i reached school at 7.55 this morning and went to KouFu's entrance to meet the rest and they for don't know what reason, all kanchiong spider pangseh me and went ahead. (wtf) due to my out-of-batt hp, i'm uncontactable so i thought i was early. then i saw this girl. WHO I FUCKING THOUGHT WAS GLADYS then i touched her. ok GRABBED her hand. then i walked away, i looked back, and the girl's expression changed to O.O i tell you i zhao like fuck.

ok felt much better publicising it.
NOT.
@R$##$^%$@Q$@$Q@$#^%$^@
HOW TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR THE NEXT 2 PLUS YEARS? !?!?!?
CB

im no sotong

pundeh

sucking too hard on my lollypop

hello people who actually bothers to check my blog to see if i have updated. thanks for supporting this trashsite! woo. okay so yea baby, back from Japan. i've bad news: can't post about the japan trip now as my com sort of broke down on me so i've to use my vaio and the japan pics are not here so, other days! but i promise it'll be as soon as possible :) okay so now's like 5.54 and a few more hours to orientation. gonna see many people later, can't wait. evonne, guan, gx, ezra, weijian and some other people that i've forgotten.

5/4

outing with my awesome babe. simply love going out with her la. went to vivocity, bought a skirt. which i geikiang bought a very very very big size because i thought i was too fat for other sizes. we went to the roof garden and slack. real hard. haha. and somehow we got ourselves to ang mo kio *wonders why* hahahahha no la, because i went to see if my cheque is ready. so actually i have many other pictures to post, but most of em kinda (M18) ah, so not gonna post em up (yet) hahaha.. and hey babe! i miss you! rmb our sunday sentosa date k! or meetup as soon as possible.



6/4

afternoon, went to meet connie! wanted to change my skirt so we went around orchard, but both topshops at wisma and shaw don't have the size i want. fatgirls just don't get it good huh.

awhile later i went back, to change to sandals and take my camera back from my brother and went to meet javin, and then the rest at vivo to go to sentosa. on the way as i walk to the busstop to meet twin, i saw this:

GOODBYE WESTLAKE AVENUE so now i'm ave-less? -_-

went to vivo, waited for reen to end her work. we went to carl's jr to find chik and the rest and they had a hard time finishing their large meals, all machiam dying sia. lololol. awhile later, josh came, three of us were hungry and ordered food. soon after reen came and join us then went to sentosa. by then was already at night.

went to Cafe Del' Mar(pub) and slacked. played some games. *secret number* hahahaha. funnnny oh and all of us had a hard time trying to reset my hp's cam to 5-megapixel mode. oh and while we were taking pics infront of the merlion, my camera somehow brokedown, the flash couldn't work. if you have read my previous entries, you should have known that i'm very prone to broking digi cams. LIFE SUCKS, AS ALWAYS.

testing my hp's 5-m mode

this is when my flash is still working :(

7/4

went out with moo, chik, ahdeik, silentboy, yd and jon.

ahdeik for 3 years and counting. he like don't wanna take pic ah see his face

I LOVE YOU
love this pic. oh see the colourful thingy me and mer's holding? anybody can tell me the name of the object? mer bought for me. so that i can see rainbows everyday? *aww* LOL

this picture is ages ago, look like some homeless freak/drunkard/body-for-sale HAHAHHAHA

more pics to come.